Evenings…!

Most difficult time of the day to pass. These days I feel there shouldn’t be evenings at all. I don’t feel like reading, watching TV is out of question as for more than 3 years now I am away from it and now being part of joint family watching daily soaps that are played like a ritual is the only choice. I can very well have a TV tuner on screen in my room but I avoid it intentionally as I think time we ( me and better half) spend together while close doors for the world would be then wasted in front of this idiot box. I am learning knitting, but getting a new cloths traced is another job and is no simple as I stay long 15 – 20 kms from the city market and husband is traveling.. 😦 So another option dropped for passing this killer time interval. I am no movie buff that I can glue my eyes to screen and spend time watching those around 100 gigs which are sufficient for killing this time. 

There is absolutely nothingness that exists for these long 3 hours. Let me think about what this natural phenomenon is. Parting day from night?? Ahh and yes parting is never easy no matter if it happens daily and is unavoidable. Is it really a reason that this time is difficult to pass? Is it a natural sign that nature gives and so there is kind of unease or gloom in the air? I find no evenings interesting irrespective of the season. Not even if it is just we two sitting in the home. As long as I am out of the home for this time interval, I am all fine.

Office is the best place to pass this time or traveling back home from office. While in the office i dont realize what it is outside and traveling in this time is bliss no matter how much you hate traffic on the way. 
Now that life has started taking turns(story about it later) mood swings are making evenings even more difficult.

Do you all people there feel the same about evening? How do you pass this time? Help out people .. all suggestions are welcome..!

Daily prompt – Silence

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I find this to be a perfect way to express any kind of emotions. People may find it weired but atleast silence won’t hurt as much as words to when you throw them out of anger . On the other hand I have been receiving feedback that silence hurts more than if I were to speak it out.

I surely want people to notice that I have felt bad about the things that didn’t go well and silence does help me convey that to whom I intend to. Fortunately or unfortunately the list of people whom I count close and feel that I have right to feel anger ,love ,hate is growing short with the passing time. I am glad that this is still the phase where I am starting my own life and those who are not meant to follow along have already started falling apart. Pain would have been more sever if they have had followed along some more time and my trust in them would have grown even more. No grudges against any one and silence is the answer for every question raised against the growing reluctance from my side.

For those two faced , I have and I am learning it hard way to find the your real faces. Again I am going to be silent but I am moving away from you for now and for ever.

This post has drifted from the title, but who cares as long as I feel better as I pen down the sulk 🙂

Daily prompt – Passionate

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The word passion makes me feel it all again no matter things are actually taking a back site for now in my life.

I so love to talk/listen about the latest technology trends. I find those conversations most intriguing as they provide food for my brain cells. Yes I am passionate for technology , be it be programming or gadgets irrespective of the fact that I won really few of them and I know a little about wide spread of various technology used these days. Given a chance  I would definitely love to start from scratch and keep learning the things for life time. Nothing else can give me that satisfaction of completing a new assignment, solving a critical issue or learning  entirely new features for things I already know or something totally new. I feel things as I am penning it down.

Yet another try to keep written . Thanks to WordPress for this prompt that it made me write 🙂

boredom….!

So this me in the new place. Long awaited change has finally happened and I am landing in this new place. Now why is this boredom here when change has already happened. This is because for more than a week now I am sitting without a machine. You imagined it now how would I must be feeling for long 5 days. I still don’t see any hope of getting the machine any soon. Working on client location is even horrible nightmare especially when it doesn’t have any extra machines for internet access and oh yea may be that is too much of a demand when getting a free chair on the Floor is none less than playing musical chair for entire day. 

This punishment of making me sit without anything to do is overpowering all the positive things this new place is offering. 

I am just craving for machine like anything. All ideas on  passing this time without machine and without getting bored are welcome. Help me out people…!