Its all about thats on my mind…….


October 2014

of the passion and perseverance

Writing this freshly right after it popped up on my mind. Actually a small incident around triggered it.
I am sitting in the office and my desk is fortunately/unfortunately right in front of my managers’ desk. A joinee approached him for training plan and I was amazed to see passion and zeal that every part of the guys presence had.. Right from the tone of the voice, appearance, posture, gestures, eye contact and every other possible thing that made me notice that he is around.
There was then a sudden realization of what is missing that makes me miss myself as I no more find myself to be that same old me.
So here is the problem and solution. Signing off on the note to my lazy and procrastinating soul to be back on track with the most lacking passion and perseverance..! I don’t know if this post is making any sense, just hitting the publish button


would it have been any better???

Would life have been any better if  decisions I took were never turned wrong?Would it have been any better if things and people actually are what they appear ?Would it have been any better if I would have expected less or may be you have expected nothing out of others? Would it have been any better if my up bringing was intentionally not the way that I dream of leading life of independent thinking?? Would it have been any better if l didn’t know what the discrimination is about? Would have been any better if I could have been less ambitious or no ambitious at all? What one should do of a ambitious that turns out to be a sulk at the end of the day ? Should one stop being so at all? How long should I close the eyes to the fact that a strongly cherished dream is almost to turn to be a fantasy? And the worst thing is there’s neither place to vent this sulk nor to help reduce it…! Sigh
Do you people ever feel that life is lost battle? What do you do get out of this feeling? Or what do you do at least ignore this felling? Help out people let me know how you do it..!

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