Its all about thats on my mind…….


March 2013

que sera sera…..

Don’t have anything special to write about. Just felt like scribbling something. Long break from the routine is something I was looking for and I am having it. Its yet another day I’ll be back to pavilion with many things to think about really seriously (Mom is source for food for thoughts this time…) Though many of these things make me hold my breath at times, this time it is like “Que Sera Sera….” I am no more worried, nor sure out of what I am ready take upon whatever time and life has to offer…


flipping over the page and its another year….

flipping over the page and its yet another year,Completing two years of being an IT professional. None less than an achievement. So many things changed projects,people around, technology,and the organization I worked with as well. And I mark it again for myself – there is still a long way to go. A lot more to be achieved,lot more to be looked for,a lot more to dream about,and a lot more to come… Gonna keep Dreaming the “I-Am-Possible”…

“Roothe khaabon ko mana lenge
Kati patango ko thaamenge
Haa haa hai jazba
Ho ho hai jazba
Suljha lenge uljhe rishton ka manjha
Hmm ka manjha, hmm ka manjha…

Soyi taqdeere jaga denge
Kal ko ambar jhuka denge
Haa haa, hai jazba
Ho ho, hai jazba……”


when it rains out of no where……!

Rains…No it is not imagination,it is raining actually out of no where.I can clearly hear the drip drop of raindrops on the window I am sitting by. Picture perfect moment it is… Laying on window side bed, lazy,cozy and drowsy and I get to hear some drip drop, to confirm I pushed the window pane and yes it was actually there – The Rain.. I don’t know the reason why I am feeling good or happy to be more precise to see/feel the rain… It is wonderful feeling to be happy for absolutely no reason. One of the possible reasons that I am finding this shower more special because it has come as a surprise…. 🙂 These are the moments what I call as full of life. Rain – I must tell you, made my time today. I know you are a companion of a while but you are making the moments contained.

Everything that nature has and plans for has so very much of meaning,ain’t it? Just an example soothing rain after the sunny sky s. Otherwise how could have we learned to make through the hard times with the faith that  end of it is going to be the happiness, if nature wouldn’t have shown that rain is ought to be there after sunny sky s. Actually it is just he beginning of summer and it has long three months more and we are finding it difficult at the start it self. Is it that this rain is just the message from nature to boost our morals to take upon the whatever is to come in the summer? and at the same to time to assure that it is going to be rain at the end of it… May be yes….!

And now I got to get back to my companion of a while and make most of time that we have together.. 😉 singing off on the note of this rain song I like and find perfect for this mood –

“Nahin saamne
Nahin saamne ye alag baat hai
Nahin saamne ye alag baat hai
Mere paas hai
Mere paas hai tu mere paas hai
Mere paas hai tu mere paas hai
Mere saath hai mere saath hai……”

See you on the other side

-Its me,

Your truly….

dreams and memories…!

Dreams versus memories? What if both mean a lot to you? Is not the choice difficult? or it is in a way that very straight forward and I am the only confused sole to make the choice????  What if memories are the golden moments of your life time and you cherish  them like any thing in the world? What if when your heart is quiet sure that it can happily spend the life time with memories? What if memories are not the mere strings to cut down but are engraved on your heart and mind? Well well well and on the other side are your own passionate dreams. Dreams that are not letting you sleep. And life is offering you a single thing to chose……………….!

I am a person of emotions, and I count on memories as life time possession. I have memories attached not only with living beings but even with the non-living things I own. It really gets on my nerves when it comes to replacing them with the other once or even the new once. Why is it this difficult? Or is it again I am only one on this boat? Good byes were never easy for me nor they are so even in the present. True that lingering on the things more than necessary hurts,but how do we get over this habit? What is that, that will help me keep myself from getting into things so much? Any mystic idea? If yes,Please help me with that…!

And now when I let my mind speak upon what my dreams mean to me, as expected it has zillion to things to say. They are key drivers for the journey of life, aren’t they? I enjoy the thrill of frantically chasing them till the become reality. They form strings for the web of golden memories to be woven as they become reality one day. Aww and now I realize there cannot be anything like Memories Versus Dreams … They kind of go one after the other… If it all it comes to choosing either of them, well then we surely need adroit acumen for dealing with our own inner selves…..

Waiting for you people to let it out here whatever that you have for memories on one and dreams on the other hand…..! 🙂

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