As always title sums it all. Yours truly is longing for a break which again as always don’t foresee happening any soon. On the flip side , a thought is continues to dwell on mind, is break really going to help my current state of mind? or is it revamp of routine that I need to take on.
So here’s the thing, at any minute of day, there are at least 100 things that run on my mind if not more. I am physically where I am needed but my mind tends to be at all other places possible. I just complete what I must without much of life put into it , so I do the things mechanically as they are ought to be done.
No thing can keep my interest longer than few hours. What all I have around is incessant distractions. Now that I have accepted once and for all – work life balance is myth, I need to fit in with all that is around and have “ME” time day in and out rather than craving for break.
I have made list of things I want to do as routine here sometime before as well, but then as reminder to my bogged down self, summing it here again…!
1)Read – in dire need of this, as it will take me away from earthly world around me.
2)Pamper your self , take a moment more to look into mirror and appreciate who you are.
3)Workout often more often, practice meditation.
4)Have a cup of coffee with him, just two of us across the table…! Nothing beats venting out over cup of coffee.
5)Have more quality time with little one.
6)Practice gratitude and mindfulness.
This is it for now. I just so hope to put up a next post describing how starting over the list is helping me feel better..!
Till then singing off on the note of this song which is relatable for this moment.
Its me,
Yours truly.
https://www.rekhta.org/ghazals/siine-men-jalan-aankhon-men-tuufaan-saa-kyuun-hai-shahryar-ghazals?lang=hi
सीने में जलन आँखों में तूफ़ान सा क्यूँ है
इस शहर में हर शख़्स परेशान सा क्यूँ है ||
दिल है तो धड़कने का बहाना कोई ढूँडे
पत्थर की तरह बे-हिस ओ बे-जान सा क्यूँ है ||
तन्हाई की ये कौन सी मंज़िल है रफ़ीक़ो
ता-हद्द-ए-नज़र एक बयाबान सा क्यूँ है ||
हम ने तो कोई बात निकाली नहीं ग़म की
वो ज़ूद-पशेमान पशेमान सा क्यूँ है ||
क्या कोई नई बात नज़र आती है हम में
आईना हमें देख के हैरान सा क्यूँ है ||