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So here we are at the end of the first week of the new year…! Time is passing by with blink of eye and here I am by stander witnessing it pass by as if it is someone else’s time and life. 😦 

Get up in the morning, hastly finish and leave for the office. Do mundane things and wait for clock to tick 6PM. Leave for home,do the same stuff without change of a thin line and repeat -call it LIFE, Period…!

No matter how hard i am trying to push myself for the baby steps of starting 15 mins early in the morning, big failure it is…!I wonder when did I get this lazy, wasn’t it the same me for whom getting up at any odd hour of the clock was no deal? With this thing in, exercising is turnig to be a distant dream. I really need to loose couple of pounds atleast if not more.

 I downloaded Kindle so that I can get over the feeling of not finding time to buy/read books, book with not even 200 pages is laying in there for month now and I have no wish to complete it. Wasn’t it the same me for whom a night was enough to finish some 100 pages of the book?Where did I loose this will, for what I mean? What did I find worth loosing this so fondly inculcated hobby?Sigh..!

 Same goes with newly subscribed online tech courses, I purchased them so that I can learn on the move, but no i don’t even remember the last time I opened Udyme.This is yet another thing I am just wondering for.Yeah, you got it right, with no action to bring in the change.

Forget new learning and doing things, I tried cleaning up phones playlist so that I can listen what I like and cheer up for a while atleast, hell no, I am not liking a single track on my own playlist. Help ya people, tell me where should I go?

Bottom line :  nothing is turning up yours truly, yeah nowhere is where I am standing. I don’t even feel urge to do something about this dumb phase. Well,what can be more lame than this. 😐 Wait, if you are suggesting me to take a break, i don’t see it coming any soon.

P.S. : To all my besties who can read between the lines, you people exactly know where I am, in dire need of a meet up…

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khoya khoya chand………. :(


Aaj shab jo chand ne hai rootne ki thaan li
Gardisho mein hai sitare baat humne maan li
Andheri shayh zindagi ko sujhi thi nahi kali
Ki aaj haath thamlo ki ek haath ki kami khali

Kyun Khoye khoye chand ki firak mein talash mein udas hai dil
Kyun apne aap se khafa khafa zara zara sa naaraaz hai dil
Yeh manzilein bhi khud hi tai karein
Yeh faslein bhi khud hi tai karein
Kyun tho raston pe phir shem shem sambhal sambhal ke chalta hai yeh dil
Kyun Khoye khoye chand ki firak mein talash mein udas hai dil

Zindgai sawalo ke jawaab dhondne chali
Jawaab mein sawalon ki ek lambi si ladi mili
Saawal hi saawal hai sujthi nahi gali
Ki aaj haath tham lo ek haath ki kami khali

Jee mein aata hai
Murda sitare noch loo
Idhar bhi nooch lo
Udhar bhi nooch loo
Ek do ka zikar kya
Mein sare noooch lo
(Idhar bhi nooch lo
Udhar bhi nooch lo
Sitare nooch lo
Mein sare nooch lo)

Kyun tu aaj itna vaihshi hai mizaj mein mazzaz hai aye gum-e-dil
Kyun apne aap se khafa khafa zara zara sa naraz hai dil
Yeh manzilein bhi khud hi tai karein
Yeh faslein bhi khud hi tai karein
Kyun tho raston pe phir shem shem sambhal sambhal ke chalta hai yeh dil
Kyun Khoye khoye chand ki firak mein talash mein udas hai dil

Dil ko samja na keh do kya aasaan hai
Dil to fitrat se sun lo na beimaan hai
Yeh kush nahi hai jo mila
Bas mangta hi hai chala
Jaantha hai har lagi ka
Dard hi hai bas ek sila
(Jab kabhi yeh dil laga
Dard hi hume mila
Dil ki har lagi ka
Sunlo dard hi ek sila)

Kyun naye naye se dard ki firak mein talash mein udas hai dil
Kyun apne aap se khafa khafa zara zara sa naraz hai dil
Yeh manzilein bhi khud hi tai karein
Yeh faslein bhi khud hi tai karein
Kyun tho raston pe phir shem shem sambhal sambhal ke chalta hai yeh dil
Kyun Khoye khoye chand ki firak mein talash mein udas hai dil
Kyun apne aap se khafa khafa zara zara sa naraz hai dil
Yeh manzilein bhi khud hi tai karein
Yeh faslein bhi khud hi tai karein
Kyun tho raston pe phir shem shem sambhal sambhal ke chalta hai yeh dil
Kyun Khoye khoye chand ki firak mein talash mein udas hai dil…………………

lost….


She was as simple as a girl next door,but her aspirations were no common.She had striven hard and believed in striving hard to get what she wanted to have.She believed in running her own race.She had grown under the safest place,under her parents wings for long 20 years of her age and the day comes when she had to fly trusting her own wings,without support of those caring wings.She took it as challenge and dared to fly.She being that courageous.Every one around wondered about her fly,may be no one expected it from her.

She landed into a new world,pretending to be bold but scared inside.She was aware things can easily scare her,so being her intrinsic nature. She was just appreciated all the ways from every one around for the guts she showed and dared to fly.

Over the time  she got used with the new predicament.She got the confidence to face the world alone and to stand on her own.She was rejoicing the company of new “SHE”,she was developing in to.  There was feeling of accomplishment that was getting into her.There were just a few more things on her wish list.Life seemed all fair towards her for the world.

Out of no where something started making her feel uneasy and lost.Was that she had almost what she wanted making her feel lost?Was that the feeling of accomplishment that was making her feel empty.LOST she is….!!! she has this phase in her life for the very first time.Prior to this she made sure to line up things to go for every time she reached the milestone.She is unaware of this phase,she just do not know how to get out of it…..

Wish the turmoil to settle down soon for her….wish her life back to her….!!Amen…..!

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