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home is no home without you…!


Okay let me admit it first. Yes I miss you that badly and I never ever thought that intensity of this can be this high..! May be because this the very first time that I am here without you being here in 10 months that we are married for..!
It will be hard for you to believe that I wasn’t feeling any sleepy for a long time last night, no I am not kidding, I am telling the truth. I spent time hating myself for the fact that my eyes refuse to open even for second no matter how much I try for that when you are around and so want to talk. I still cannot figure out what causes this and out of what it didn’t happen when you weren’t around.

I just want this weekend to finish ASAP, I opted for a working weekend, I am just not able to cope up with this void that your absence is creating. I  am logging f for your walk around as I am cleaning the room. I am logging for the nuisance that you cause while I bring back your cupboard to a usable state. I just miss you as much as humanly possible..!
Just be back as soon as you can…!

Oo sathi reee,din dube naa…

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life… Is changed for now and for ever…!


Yes it has changed for now and for ever….! For good or bad, better or worse , change is inevitable. I have my share of hiccups for this biggest so far change and the husband is only hope,support, love and every possible thing. He is the only thing that has not changed. It takes me while to recognize that people are talking about “Him”, addressing him as my “Husband” as for me nothing has changed in him. I wonder and even envy him for the ease that he has to accept and live with it all. Or should say things are not changed for him to the extent they are changed, changing and will continue to be so for me? Well I am not sure if it is so. I feel kind of lost these days, cannot find “The Me time or The him time”. Looking forward to settle down quickly…!

Daily Prompt: Born to Be With You


Got a soul-mate and/or a best friend? What is it about that person that you love best? Describe them in great detail — leave no important quality out.

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A friend, best friend and the soul mate then…! This is how he transitioned and turned from a stranger to soul-mate, that long journey it is..

He is the same fellow with whom my life started having “Boys” as friends. (He is not aware of this fact yet), as he never bothered for who all I have around. For him it was his presence in my hour of need was the only thing that mattered. Give him a shout, and I was assured the response, no expectations in return, yes absolutely nothing. This fact made me count on him as “Best Buddy” over a period of time. Being introvert by nature, it was next to impossible for me stand for whole new city and the all new life there by, just assuring words of him made me face and stand what all was coming my way.

He lives with the simple principle, “Live the time when it lasts”. And I am exactly opposite being always busy with the memories of the past or anxiety of the future. Hats off to his patients to push me out of this at least to some percent. Ask him, it was no easy task. I tend to spend hours together to find why particular problem is there in reality at all,when it is nothing wrong that I did, and what the solution can be is that he thinks of the exact next  moment when he realizes problem is there.

Once decided, its engraved is true for both of us, and that is the only thing we have in common. He talks  a lot, and yours truly is equal and opposite. He has, say odd 100 friends to whom he can count as friends, and number fingers that we have would me more if I am to count on. Extremities is his forte, calculated is risk is what I prefer.

Rock-solid is what I perceived him as long as mere friends that we were. Now that we are progressing a step further, I see how quickly this rock can melt when it is about his truly. Ex-stream sensitive is what I see under the hood of rock solid appearance that he has for rest of the world.

This is what all that forms the soul of my soul mate.

Born to be with you –

its me,

yours truly

and when Mr G asks are we planning for e-zone inside home ;)


Okay the scene is we plan to visit the e-zone of some shopping mall looking for a new cell phone model(Though yours truly knew it before hand that it wont be available for sure 😉 , that was just a trick to make Mr G stay so that we can meet). Without a seconds delay yours truly drags Mr G to e-zone area. Made him move across all the possible corners where phones were placed. As expected we didn’t find what we were looking for. This troll just took 30 minutes. 30 minute + me@ e-zone?? Do you people think that is possible?? You guessed it right, 😉 definitely that wasn’t possible. So now we planned to move to laptops section just like that. By the time we were to reach there, Mr G didn’t know about the long list his truly has already planned to buy from there.

First thing that brought my attention was 10” net book. This was the cuties piece i have ever seen. So yeah as you people got it right already that made the top entry on the demand list now. I wish to own Mac some day soon, and Mr G is aware about it. So for a moment if we are to believe all these my fantasies come true, number of laptops that I would be owing will be 3. You see what expressions he must have had at that moment? 😉 Well I could just see a grin on his face to see his truly going crazy. 😉

It was a camera section now, we have a good point and shoot and a decent dslr from here on demand list. No questions on it, we want it no matter what. 😉

Next to come was a tablet’s section. Beloved i-pad mini shining right there in the corner. So now we were there to play around it. Obviously it is the second thing on demand list. When I asked for the purpose, answer was I want something so mobile with decent battery life so that I can play around it when I travel to hometown. So? now no two ways on its purchase, yours truly is gonna get it.. yay 😛 😉  When it came to watching movie on it, Mr G argued that, its too small for him to for movie purpose. Pat came the answer from his truly, “No worries, we will buy i-pad Air for you.”

And there he gave with a question for his/yours truly – “Honey are we planning for e-zone inside home?? ” 😀 😀

I love this kid innocent questions of him like anything. 🙂 I love him all the ways. ❤

tere bin…


tere bin / besides you
sanu sohnia / my love
koi hor nahio labhna / i shan’t find another
jo dave / who’ll give
ruh nu sakun / peace to my soul
chukke jo nakhra mera / and indulge me
ve main sare ghumm ke vekhia / i have gone and seen it all
amrika , roos, malaysia / america, russia, malaysiana
kittey vi koi fark si / there wasn’t any difference
har kise di koi shart si / they all had some condition
koi mangda mera si sama / some asked for my time
koi hunda surat te fida / some were fascinated with my face
koi mangda meri si vafa / some demanded my fidelity
na koi mangda merian bala / none wanted my demons
tere bin / besides you
hor na kise / no one else
mangni merian bala / wanted my demons
tere bin / besides you
hor na kise / no one else
karni dhup vich chhan / shall shade me in the sun
jiven rukia / (the) way you paused
si tun zara / slightly
nahion bhulna / i shan’t forget
main sari umar / all my life
jiven akhia si akhan chura / you said, looking away
“rovenga sanu yad kar” / “you shall weep in my memory”
hasia si main hasa ajeeb / i laughed a strange laugh
(par) tu nahi si hasia / but you didn’t
dil vich tera jo raaz si / you had a secret in your heart
mainu tu kyon ni dasia / why didn’t you tell me
tere bin / besides you
sanu eh raz / none shall tell this
kise hor nahion dasna / secret to me
tere bin / besides you
peerh da ilaaj / what druid
kis vaid kolon labhna / has the cure to my ills
milia si ajj mainu / i found today
tera ik patra / a note of yours
likhia si jis ‘te / on which you had scribbeled
tun shayr varey shah da / a varis shah couplet
park ke si osnu / upon reading which
hanjnu ik duliya / a teardrop fell
akhan ‘ch band si / what was locked in the eye
seh raaz ajj khulia / was revealed today
ki tere bin / that other than you
eh mere hanjnu / these tears of mine
kise hor / won’t be kissed by
nahio chumna / none else
ki tere bin / that other than you
eh mere hanjhu / these tears of mine
mitti vich rulnha / will wither in the dust

P.S. : This is lyrics of a song

take the world and paint it red… :)


What it is when you feel that stubborn clock is taking  really long to turn from 6 p.m to 6.30 p.m?  And then normal traffic annoys you for no reason as you know there is nothing new with it… Finally reaching the destination and those long(well not really long) awaited glance exchanges.. Those tickling butterflies in the stomach… Unstoppable smiles for no reason… And when you feel you should talk something you fall short of words and what all you do is Smile.. 🙂

And now that I literary cannot talk this all to that person face to face, WordPress is at my rescue. I want to put that all down. That out of the world feeling of being really really special. Have you wonderful readers experienced being that special ever? Have you been renamed as “Princes” for another time in your life after your Dad did it for the first time? Have the number of phone calls monitoring you – like did you start for office? did you reach? have you had breakfast?lunch?coffee?dinner?did you reach home? doubled for you?I mean exactly the double in number? Has any one ever written a poem for you? or someone wrote those sometime back and now tells you that ,”YOU” perfectly fit in those words? Sounds wonderful,ain’t it? Well to literally live this is Heavenly feeling.

Yes this all is happening around the life of yours truly 🙂 …. I never knew that someone can change my life to this extent. Things fall in place in their own time. I mark it again. This could have happened say long three years back but no, this was the right time made for all that to fall in place. Yesterday a school friend, today becoming the prince charming. Ahhh I don’t know how much I should thank god for this. I smile at my past cribbing and complains about destiny today for that I yelled of being lonely and feeling the void. Change is what I have all around. Remember?? I often talked about the time freezing moment that I was awaiting for? Here it is finally…..!

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Looking forward to the Big day that we will make to the life time…. Will keep you wonderful readers posted of the updates..

Till then – Painting it red with him… 🙂 🙂 🙂

Its me,

yours truly….

Cheers

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