forward to 7th year

I am here again yet another time after ages. So many things happened in between. It is second consecutive year of a so called lockdown here. So just like last year we are locked in side the house. What makes this more worrisome is every other phone calls gives the news about another relative/acquaintance hit by Covid, sigh..! As of now all them who were affected so far are back home safe and sound and one cannot ask for more given the situation around.

The post started on quiet sad note, but there are some good things which are worth mentioning atleast for my own reference, so that I can smile looking at the memory pop up about by own write up. Well our little one turned 4 last month and we completed 7 years of being married this month. I have mentioned it in more than 50% of my posts and I am mentioning it again time does fly..! 7 years , I mena really? We know each other almost like a second nature now. Mr husband already has a skill to learn about people around quickly but for me it took time. We can act pretty sane for world now when inside we are struggling hard to be on the same page. We have improved our reading between the lines. Many day to day things are taken care implicitly. Most importantly we respect each other more and we equally respect each other’s space. We have concrete discussions on upbringing of our sweety pie so that we don’t miss out on things just because we couldn’t pay attention for things which she is capable of doing. It is imperative to keep things in check for her learning and unlearning various things.

And now that we are matured in many aspects of relationship and life , I still crave for mundane discussions about anything and everything and burst of a laughter there by. I still want us to be free from bindings of every other relation and be just same old us for some time atleast. I cannot take myself to be less attentive part of your space and might not be able to do so ever. A thing that I would like to mention and thank you Mr husband for being my go to guy for all these years without a bit change and I am yet to hear from you about where I stand.

I will have to write another post on how does it feel to see and know you have raised a being to 4 years. Intresting it is going to be.

For now, singing off on note of this melodious song which we are listening in loop 🙂

मेरी जाँ, मुझे जाँ न कहो मेरी जाँ
मेरी जाँ, मेरी जाँ
मुझे जाँ न कहो मेरी जाँ
मेरी जाँ, मेरी जाँ

जाँ न कहो अंजान मुझे 
जान कहाँ रहती है सदा
अंजाने, क्या जाने
जान के जाए कौन भला
मेरी जाँ
मुझे जाँ न कहो मेरी जाँ ...

सूखे सावन बरस गए
कितनी बार इन आँखों से
दो बूँदें ना बरसे
इन भीगी पलकों से
मेरी जाँ
मुझे जाँ न कहो मेरी जाँ   ...

होंठ झुके जब होंठों पर
साँस उलझी हो साँसों में
दो जुड़वाँ होंठों की
बात कहो आँखों से
मेरी जाँ
मुझे जाँ न कहो मेरी जाँ   ...
https://youtu.be/F6FkVPOMtvM
Its me,
yours truly 😘