Wise man said , they bring you down to their level and beat you with experience. How long one can refrain from getting down to that level so that person on the other end can have taste of their own behavioral pattern. What is means by which a mirror can be shown to make some one understand act of belittling is heat wrenching. I am on the verge of giving up on the sane behavior just get there and give it right back. At times no other way can bring that realization but being exactly there on receiving end.

This is all at the cost of my own sanity as this is not real me. This leaves me in awe for how insanely difficult it is to be your self and barely live as you are. All the virtues of being empathetic and sensitive to other individuals are something to be kept on shelf and not to be practiced in every day life. All that counts is how impactfully you can bring someone down to prove your self superior. If thigs are down south for some part of your life, someone else is responsible for that and the prosperity is because you being that supreme self…! arrgh…! 😠

This is getting really crazy here for my soul, as I cannot get over for the deeds I did which I wouldn’t have otherwise if I would be ME, and if I opt out of doing that, I would have to let enjoy others of how effortlessly they made full of me. I need to get my sanity back and only way forward to that is to be ME. I must opt out for getting into that sick process for letting someone understand the negative impacts of the actions done knowingly/ unknowingly.

“Don’t tell me there’s no place for innocent hearts in this world. Don’t tell me I need to accept what I don’t believe in. I respect it. Don’t confuse my values for my stubbornness, although I am stubborn. Don’t confuse my positive attitude for being naive. Allow me to wrap my heart around you for a moment. Listen to this. Innocent hearts may not belong anywhere in this world but they are big enough for any heart in this world. Innocent hearts belong in innocent hearts. Innocent hearts belong in the hearts of those who genuinely want happiness.”
― Najwa Zebian, Mind Platter