from a travellers wife…

I know it is essentially for our bread and butter but still I hate it 😦 . I want you to start hunting for a new job on war footing and be by my side end of the every single day no matter what. This my sound childish or whatever but this is what your trulys heart demanding. 

Believe me it was/is no easy to pass any of those evenings convincing my mind that you are out for a purpose where my brain is absolutely sure and in the state of acceptance for the same thing. Yeah sad but the fact, it is brain verses mind again but somehow my mind tends to surpass all that my brain has inculcated.

I had promised my self to follow what brain can accept a way back and I am keeping my promise for most of the things but alas, when it is about you not being there, I fail miserably to keep my own promise.

I understand it is equally difficult for you do it all these days irrespective of the fact that being on the move is your passion. And yes how can we forget your little sweetheart needs your time and attention too. I know you love her mischievous smile like anything. 

I am yearning for the “US” time. Hope we find it soon. 

P.S. : I know I say this same thing atleast once in 12 hours to you , still I penned it down.

P.P.S : I love you to the moon and back 🙂 

me time…!

Uttar silence around, Arijit sing on the air, my lad is fast a sleep, well what else I can ask for 🙂 

Grabbing this opportunity to vent out all that is up in my head.

Being organised is the first and foremost thing get the hold on. Now that she keeps me on my toes 24 * 7, way too many things are almost out of my grasp. I need to gather thoughts, things around and gear up once and for all.  I need to get some solution to the constant complain of not being paid attention to (you know whom I am talking about) .

Loosing atleast couple of pounds of weight comes next . I would need to join back in month and half (fingers crossed) and I so wish to fit in those old outfits really perfectly. 

Reading, writing takes the next number. I would need some alterations in the way I define and count on it reading. Would need a start with reading NEWS PAPER (I know we don’t call it reading , sigh, this is where I stand 😦 ) 

Brushing up technical skills and technical reading is also constantly on my mind. I need to figure out where and how it can and should be given a start.

I wish/hope my next post would be how I have started on the list above. Till then, oops she has woken up with her eyes wide open. 🙂 

here she completes third one…!

Many happy returns of the day Sweetheart.. You are 3 months today. Here’s quick turnaround of the month.

As per your doctor’s suggestions we had go for those “painful” shots of vaccination,gosh that was equally painful for us to watch you sleeping almost entire day and crying the other one. Painless were really better to deal with, thanks to pediatrician here :|. I hope you won’t blame me when you would come to know about vaccination and the painless option. 😦

We did a short trip to a sea shore near by and I am glad you were so easy with it. Touchwood and I hope that you would cooperate same while we do some more before I join back.  Thought of joining back is getting on my nerves with each passing day. Now that you need only me to feel comfortable especially when you aren’t well makes me a ton happy and a zillion times worried at the same time.

You have started making louder cries and cooing is no more. Sleeping on the bed with back laid down completely is rare luxury for me as roam across the bed now.

Sitting on granny’s laps is your new hobby. You cannot even turn around yourself but sitting is what you like the most these days.  I feel so happy to see you as apple of everyone’s eye. 🙂 What can be more satisfying and assuring to see you being taken care and loved by everyone. 

Signing it off for now. Happy growing sweetheart 🙂

as you turn two months..!

As you turn two months old today my sweetheart, here’s me taking out a while to mark this milestone.

We did your naming ceremony and now we are here at your Papa’s place.You are still accommodating to the surroundings​. You have started recognizing me this early – the  thing I am happy and worried about at the same time. Thought of leaving you home when I would need to join office gives me goosebumps.

You have started making sounds that makes being around you a real joy. With this activity you have started occupying everyone’s​ time in the house.

And now that you have started growing really fast, all my fear and thoughts for you future are for toss. I need to gather courage to stand for you and to raise you my way and not the typical girlish “born for cooking thing”. Fingers crossed for this one.

Till then keep growing my sweetheart, mumma loves you to the moon and back…!

to the one month old..!

As you turn one month old today, I am taking out a moment to mark this milestone. 🙂 

While you are settling in the outside world , you are helping me grow up as mommy. It was no easy affair to get used to – to your cries, understand the reason behind it -now from your tone I understand if you are hungry or bored of laying down at the same place, you peeps and poops and making you comfortable in my laps. I should thank you for bearing with me and being patient while I learn this all. To be with you is staring to be fun now as you are gaining control over your hand and leg coordination. You have started responding to sounds around and I love it the most to see how your tiny winy eyes open wide when you see light.I wish I could capture it all somewhere.

Let no one fool me while they say time flies by – it does, while counting 1s and 2s , you are month old today.  

Wish you a very happy 1st month birthday sweetheart. May you be blessed with wonderful life ahead 🙂 🙂

to the one month old..!

As you turn one month old today, I am taking out a moment to mark this milestone. 🙂 

While you are settling in the outside world , you are helping me grow up as mommy. It was no easy affair to get used to – to your cries, understand the reason behind it -now from your tone I understand if you are hungry or bored of laying down at the same place, you peeps and poops and making you comfortable in my laps. I should thank you for bearing with me and being patient while I learn this all. To be with you is staring to be fun now as you are gaining control over your hand and leg coordination. You have started responding to sounds around and I love it the most to see how your tiny winy eyes open wide when you see light.I wish I could capture it all somewhere.

Let no one fool me while they say time flies by – it does, while counting 1s and 2s , you are month old today.  

Wish you a very happy 1st month birthday sweetheart. May you be blessed with wonderful life ahead 🙂 🙂

it’s a baby girl…!

29th March 8.57 PM – The time she arrived in this world and changed our lives forever. Now that she is almost 20 days, I am finding little time and energy to put it down here for which I was craving. Nine month long wait and those real long 9 hours of labour were put to an end with your arrival. 

I kept hearing from MIL and my mother that you forget all the pain once you see your peice of heart around and I found it true, though I haven’t forgotten any pain but sure that seeing her is none less than heavenly feeling. Embarrassing her in my arms make me realise how fragile my world is. She is the reason I feel so emotional these days. Her presence around makes me take a note of what my mother must had been through to raise me up to this. 

I am planning to put down 9 month 9 hours journey month wise. Hope to find time to put it down. 🙂 

Till then bless my little Angel and have a great time 🙂 🙂

Weekly photo challenge – A good match

A Good Match – http://wp.me/p23sd-13Gr

Interesting book and spectacles…! What else you ask for 🙂

coffee love…!

I so much miss this cup of you my love – COFFEE…!

We are apart for some real good reason on the earth(story about it later). and I don’t know how much more it will take by the time I can start having a super strong cup of you.

I cherish the memories right from the time I started having coffee to the real special ones till the date. Ofcourse I make an excuse and sip a cup of coffee now as well but knowing the reason behind not having, I manage my emotions on real mild half cup of it.

Coffee – you are  passed a herdidatory taste to me from dad I belive, he being avid coffee lover. Only difference we have is he prefers filter coffee over ness coffee and it is vice versa for me. Since the time I was allowed to have something other than a cup of milk, you were the first and last choice. I moved out of home and explored more flavors of you. Taking home that newly tried flavor for dad to taste was/is always a pleasure.

Yours truly was then introduced to CCD/Barista/Costa Café and yes the one that has special tale to tell – Starbucks. Aroma of fresh coffee beans in all these stores is unparallel. It took a while to introduce husband to coffee and till date I am not sure if he has really developed taste for coffee or it is his love for me that he never denies a visit to coffee shop ;).

Argh – I need to get up and have at least a small cup of it now – cannot resist 😛

Leaving you all with some beautiful snap till the time I brew and have it. 😉 😉