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Its all about thats on my mind…….

nostalgia….!


Okay so it is wedding season around. Some nearest/dearest peeps are getting married and I cannot resist but feel all that again 😊😊

It is more than three years now that we are hitched, though if you are to ask me, I feel it was just yesterday that we planned 1000 ways just to see each other post a tiring and super busy day at office. Your’s truly exusted to an extent with no energy left to even talk but still craving for a quick coffee date. We were least bothered for how we looked, how long each of us required to travel, those smiling eyes before we actually smiled at each other – it was a thing to die for 🙂 🙂 . 

It was just a couple months of the period where we could feel it all as that was time between engagement and the D day. So you see, how much everything else was on the to do list and so was seeing each other. No matter how time was flying and we were busy running errands for getting zillion things done, we were even more busy painting town red.

Every day of those months was none less than a Valentine’s day , ofcourse we had the biggest reason to celebrate each single day. I wonder when I reminisce these lovey dovey things, were those really we?, same souls that we are today? Perhaps they say it right when they say it is the age that makes us see the things with that perspective. And so this answers the question that has kept me bugging for a while now : are we looking the charm of the relationship, big NO to it, we aren’t, possibilly the way of expressing and doing things has changed with changing priorities of life.

Here’s a reminder to my self and Mr husband, we have a got even more wonderful reason to celebrate life now, our little bundle of joy. So let’s keep us the celebration spirit off all the day to day oddw. Cheers 💝💝💝😘🎊 

Putting an end with this golden number:

सो साल पेहेल मुझे तुमसे प्यार था

आज भी है और कल भी राहेगा

सदीयोसे तुझसे मिलने,जिया बेंकारार था,

आज भी है और कल भी राहेगा…..!

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fast forward to the sixth month…!


So I started already missing on her milestones. She is six months today :). She has started turning around and learning to sit. Oh yes and thing of utter importance, she has started living 5 hours a day without me. 🙂 😦 . Yep you guys guessed it right, I have joined back and the emotional drain has been in process for 29 days now. We both are able to survive through it till now.

I am trying to put down all that happened so far, so that you and I both can read it as you grow up and mesmerize in the memories 🙂

You can very well turn around now, so the risky business of letting you alone on the bed is gaining  a fast pace. You did the first lesson of getting off the bed on the floor, giving a small heart attach to almost every one in the house. We are gearing up for being on toes and many such adventures :D. Giving you bath is turning to be the challenge as you refuse to be calm for even just a second. You are in hurry to do all the mundane things right then when your granny is giving you massage. We just wonder what is wrong for face cleaning thing with you, what makes you cry that louder every single day and how do you guess that we are going to have soap over your face no matter how many times we try and change the order of the things we do while bathing.

We have started making you taste the food we eat, aww how much you enjoy having food with all of us. That joy in your eyes is priceless and face that you make when you taste a new thing is so much fun to watch.

You wake up in just another minute I move away from you, be it be morning, or afternoon. How do you manage to guess that things have move around from you even I make sure you are fast a sleep before I step away. Sixth sense, is it something that is so developed for you already sweetheart? My attempt of keeping a pillow or a soft toy around you when I move away is a failure, you know it’s not me for sure.

You have started toothing, yeah I see it is painful for you. You are in constant effort to take a bite of anything and everything that you can. We welcome stomach infection with your this progress.

You have already started aligning people around in a sequence whom you want to stay with. If it is me around , you don’t want anyone else to hold you. Your dad is the second person in the home and your grandmother – she is the last and the only resort for you then. We all giggle to see you growing smart.

You blabber some letters as you play, “dada” ,”tyatya” are a few we can make some sense out of. It was no easy to record that audio as you managed to be silent every time you saw me holding the phone. But I am your mumma sweetheart :P, I managed to record it the other day and I would make sure to keep it safe for you to listen to it later. 🙂

Oh yes last but not the least thing, you can very well sense a camera in front now. Is it nature that is pushing in the sense of technology this early in you as we are part of fast faced tech world?

 

from a travellers wife…


I know it is essentially for our bread and butter but still I hate it 😦 . I want you to start hunting for a new job on war footing and be by my side end of the every single day no matter what. This my sound childish or whatever but this is what your trulys heart demanding. 

Believe me it was/is no easy to pass any of those evenings convincing my mind that you are out for a purpose where my brain is absolutely sure and in the state of acceptance for the same thing. Yeah sad but the fact, it is brain verses mind again but somehow my mind tends to surpass all that my brain has inculcated.

I had promised my self to follow what brain can accept a way back and I am keeping my promise for most of the things but alas, when it is about you not being there, I fail miserably to keep my own promise.

I understand it is equally difficult for you do it all these days irrespective of the fact that being on the move is your passion. And yes how can we forget your little sweetheart needs your time and attention too. I know you love her mischievous smile like anything. 

I am yearning for the “US” time. Hope we find it soon. 

P.S. : I know I say this same thing atleast once in 12 hours to you , still I penned it down.

P.P.S : I love you to the moon and back 🙂 

me time…!


Uttar silence around, Arijit sing on the air, my lad is fast a sleep, well what else I can ask for 🙂 

Grabbing this opportunity to vent out all that is up in my head.

Being organised is the first and foremost thing get the hold on. Now that she keeps me on my toes 24 * 7, way too many things are almost out of my grasp. I need to gather thoughts, things around and gear up once and for all.  I need to get some solution to the constant complain of not being paid attention to (you know whom I am talking about) .

Loosing atleast couple of pounds of weight comes next . I would need to join back in month and half (fingers crossed) and I so wish to fit in those old outfits really perfectly. 

Reading, writing takes the next number. I would need some alterations in the way I define and count on it reading. Would need a start with reading NEWS PAPER (I know we don’t call it reading , sigh, this is where I stand 😦 ) 

Brushing up technical skills and technical reading is also constantly on my mind. I need to figure out where and how it can and should be given a start.

I wish/hope my next post would be how I have started on the list above. Till then, oops she has woken up with her eyes wide open. 🙂 

here she completes third one…!


Many happy returns of the day Sweetheart.. You are 3 months today. Here’s quick turnaround of the month.

As per your doctor’s suggestions we had go for those “painful” shots of vaccination,gosh that was equally painful for us to watch you sleeping almost entire day and crying the other one. Painless were really better to deal with, thanks to pediatrician here :|. I hope you won’t blame me when you would come to know about vaccination and the painless option. 😦

We did a short trip to a sea shore near by and I am glad you were so easy with it. Touchwood and I hope that you would cooperate same while we do some more before I join back.  Thought of joining back is getting on my nerves with each passing day. Now that you need only me to feel comfortable especially when you aren’t well makes me a ton happy and a zillion times worried at the same time.

You have started making louder cries and cooing is no more. Sleeping on the bed with back laid down completely is rare luxury for me as roam across the bed now.

Sitting on granny’s laps is your new hobby. You cannot even turn around yourself but sitting is what you like the most these days.  I feel so happy to see you as apple of everyone’s eye. 🙂 What can be more satisfying and assuring to see you being taken care and loved by everyone. 

Signing it off for now. Happy growing sweetheart 🙂

as you turn two months..!


As you turn two months old today my sweetheart, here’s me taking out a while to mark this milestone.

We did your naming ceremony and now we are here at your Papa’s place.You are still accommodating to the surroundings​. You have started recognizing me this early – the  thing I am happy and worried about at the same time. Thought of leaving you home when I would need to join office gives me goosebumps.

You have started making sounds that makes being around you a real joy. With this activity you have started occupying everyone’s​ time in the house.

And now that you have started growing really fast, all my fear and thoughts for you future are for toss. I need to gather courage to stand for you and to raise you my way and not the typical girlish “born for cooking thing”. Fingers crossed for this one.

Till then keep growing my sweetheart, mumma loves you to the moon and back…!

to the one month old..!


As you turn one month old today, I am taking out a moment to mark this milestone. 🙂 

While you are settling in the outside world , you are helping me grow up as mommy. It was no easy affair to get used to – to your cries, understand the reason behind it -now from your tone I understand if you are hungry or bored of laying down at the same place, you peeps and poops and making you comfortable in my laps. I should thank you for bearing with me and being patient while I learn this all. To be with you is staring to be fun now as you are gaining control over your hand and leg coordination. You have started responding to sounds around and I love it the most to see how your tiny winy eyes open wide when you see light.I wish I could capture it all somewhere.

Let no one fool me while they say time flies by – it does, while counting 1s and 2s , you are month old today.  

Wish you a very happy 1st month birthday sweetheart. May you be blessed with wonderful life ahead 🙂 🙂

to the one month old..!


As you turn one month old today, I am taking out a moment to mark this milestone. 🙂 

While you are settling in the outside world , you are helping me grow up as mommy. It was no easy affair to get used to – to your cries, understand the reason behind it -now from your tone I understand if you are hungry or bored of laying down at the same place, you peeps and poops and making you comfortable in my laps. I should thank you for bearing with me and being patient while I learn this all. To be with you is staring to be fun now as you are gaining control over your hand and leg coordination. You have started responding to sounds around and I love it the most to see how your tiny winy eyes open wide when you see light.I wish I could capture it all somewhere.

Let no one fool me while they say time flies by – it does, while counting 1s and 2s , you are month old today.  

Wish you a very happy 1st month birthday sweetheart. May you be blessed with wonderful life ahead 🙂 🙂

it’s a baby girl…!


29th March 8.57 PM – The time she arrived in this world and changed our lives forever. Now that she is almost 20 days, I am finding little time and energy to put it down here for which I was craving. Nine month long wait and those real long 9 hours of labour were put to an end with your arrival. 

I kept hearing from MIL and my mother that you forget all the pain once you see your peice of heart around and I found it true, though I haven’t forgotten any pain but sure that seeing her is none less than heavenly feeling. Embarrassing her in my arms make me realise how fragile my world is. She is the reason I feel so emotional these days. Her presence around makes me take a note of what my mother must had been through to raise me up to this. 

I am planning to put down 9 month 9 hours journey month wise. Hope to find time to put it down. 🙂 

Till then bless my little Angel and have a great time 🙂 🙂

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