Its all about thats on my mind…….


just like that


So here we are at the end of the first week of the new year…! Time is passing by with blink of eye and here I am by stander witnessing it pass by as if it is someone else’s time and life. 😦 

Get up in the morning, hastly finish and leave for the office. Do mundane things and wait for clock to tick 6PM. Leave for home,do the same stuff without change of a thin line and repeat -call it LIFE, Period…!

No matter how hard i am trying to push myself for the baby steps of starting 15 mins early in the morning, big failure it is…!I wonder when did I get this lazy, wasn’t it the same me for whom getting up at any odd hour of the clock was no deal? With this thing in, exercising is turnig to be a distant dream. I really need to loose couple of pounds atleast if not more.

 I downloaded Kindle so that I can get over the feeling of not finding time to buy/read books, book with not even 200 pages is laying in there for month now and I have no wish to complete it. Wasn’t it the same me for whom a night was enough to finish some 100 pages of the book?Where did I loose this will, for what I mean? What did I find worth loosing this so fondly inculcated hobby?Sigh..!

 Same goes with newly subscribed online tech courses, I purchased them so that I can learn on the move, but no i don’t even remember the last time I opened Udyme.This is yet another thing I am just wondering for.Yeah, you got it right, with no action to bring in the change.

Forget new learning and doing things, I tried cleaning up phones playlist so that I can listen what I like and cheer up for a while atleast, hell no, I am not liking a single track on my own playlist. Help ya people, tell me where should I go?

Bottom line :  nothing is turning up yours truly, yeah nowhere is where I am standing. I don’t even feel urge to do something about this dumb phase. Well,what can be more lame than this. 😐 Wait, if you are suggesting me to take a break, i don’t see it coming any soon.

P.S. : To all my besties who can read between the lines, you people exactly know where I am, in dire need of a meet up…

the happiness is … :)

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So you as you people can guess, we are madly in love with “The Happiness Page” these days..

Happiness is these small unnoticed things, ain’t it? 🙂

Do share what you think the happiness is….

keeping you to be yourself….

There lies a peace and contentment that nothing can replace in being your self – The Wonderful you. I don’t remember exactly the number for how many times I have already posted this same thing here. But I don’t mind doing it for yet another time as I am realizing it again for some deeper meaning and it is making even more sense than before.

Probably this is what happens when you get to spend some quality time with a friend who knows you in and out. She pointed out so many changes in me in such a small time and reminded a big time to be myself. So many things changed. Some for better some for worse, and I didn’t realize when did that happen. Those which are changed for better are happily accepted but those which changed for worse are worth giving a thought.

World around tries to paint you with its colors all the ways possible. Be it be making you more and more particle, to the extent to forget that there is something called “emotions”. It shows us every possible downside of being innocent in day today life.It shows being competent is the only thing that matters as you are participating this rat race, no matter you wish to do so or not. Is not it really difficult to keep your color with all this around? Well it really is, if you are to ask me….

When you realize, if you keep innocent, people are to take for granted without giving a second thought. How one is supposed to mange to keep this one of the best possible quality then? Well no matter how difficult it is, we got to keep it. Well this is something I was made aware about. We indeed need to be who we are… Difficult but not impossible for sure. Keep accepting the changes for betterment and discarding those which are to worsen… To Keep balance is a skill to be mastered.. 🙂

“Safar me dhoop to hogi, jo chal sako to chalo
sabhi hain bheeD mein tum bhee nikal sako to chalo

kisi ke waaste raahen kahan badalti hai
tum apne aap ko khud hi badal sako to chalo

Yahan kisi ko koi raasta nahin deta
muJhe gira ke agar tum sambhal sako to chalo

yahi hai zindagi kuch khwaab chand ummeeden
inhi khilonoN se tum bhee bahal sako to chalo….”

que sera sera…..

Don’t have anything special to write about. Just felt like scribbling something. Long break from the routine is something I was looking for and I am having it. Its yet another day I’ll be back to pavilion with many things to think about really seriously (Mom is source for food for thoughts this time…) Though many of these things make me hold my breath at times, this time it is like “Que Sera Sera….” I am no more worried, nor sure out of what I am ready take upon whatever time and life has to offer…

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