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To the complete Big 1


Well your mumma almost missed it and is late as always. It was on 29th and that is more than couple of days back. They say better late than never, so here I am.

Wish you a very happy first birthday sweetheart. Love to the moon and back and blessings from all of us. May you be blessed with best of everything you would ever cherish for.

We made sure to keep the celebration as simple as possible as we didn’t wanted to see you cry, feel annoyed and give up on everything. You are too small for all this and we promise the one absolutely the way you want when you yourself can tell us about how you want it to be. We know somewhere that we disappointed many people around doing this, but it was all for you and so we wanted it to be suitable for you and nothing else was even of concern.

Capturing your milestones on the occasion of the D day here :

You can almost walk without any support. I wish I could protect you from the contaminated air and just have a pure thing for you to breath and save you from all those viral things,sigh. It brought you down and made you weak to the core. Hoping for your seepdy recovery.

Oh yes how can we forget about your teething, 1 is clearly out and others have started peeping out. Cannot wait to see you as our cute little bunny with two upper ones out :). I know it is way too painful for you but this is how we all have it, so hang on you are almost there.

You can speak now, yeah the clear words. Most important you gladly call me “Aai” with that cute smile and you know it is a thing to die for. You have no idea how much I have been waiting for this to happen since you started blabbering.

You have started recognising a few animals and fondly try to imitate there voices. I am trying my best to capture and preserve it all.

You are getting addicted to rhymes played on the phone, and I don’t have a clear solution as to how can I make you forget this as I am not around you 24X7. This and such similar things gives me and your papa worries to an extent that we end thinking of quitting the work as solution to put an end to all this mess 😦

Last but not the least you are improving on sleep hours in the night and I can have a sleep for 4 hours straight uninterrupted. This is quite an achievement for both of us , ain’t it πŸ˜‰

I don’t know for what reason but I am not able to bring this post to an inline end, putting an end with these lines:

My baby

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So here we are at the end of the first week of the new year…! Time is passing by with blink of eye and here I am by stander witnessing it pass by as if it is someone else’s time and life. 😦 

Get up in the morning, hastly finish and leave for the office. Do mundane things and wait for clock to tick 6PM. Leave for home,do the same stuff without change of a thin line and repeat -call it LIFE, Period…!

No matter how hard i am trying to push myself for the baby steps of starting 15 mins early in the morning, big failure it is…!I wonder when did I get this lazy, wasn’t it the same me for whom getting up at any odd hour of the clock was no deal? With this thing in, exercising is turnig to be a distant dream. I really need to loose couple of pounds atleast if not more.

 I downloaded Kindle so that I can get over the feeling of not finding time to buy/read books, book with not even 200 pages is laying in there for month now and I have no wish to complete it. Wasn’t it the same me for whom a night was enough to finish some 100 pages of the book?Where did I loose this will, for what I mean? What did I find worth loosing this so fondly inculcated hobby?Sigh..!

 Same goes with newly subscribed online tech courses, I purchased them so that I can learn on the move, but no i don’t even remember the last time I opened Udyme.This is yet another thing I am just wondering for.Yeah, you got it right, with no action to bring in the change.

Forget new learning and doing things, I tried cleaning up phones playlist so that I can listen what I like and cheer up for a while atleast, hell no, I am not liking a single track on my own playlist. Help ya people, tell me where should I go?

Bottom line :  nothing is turning up yours truly, yeah nowhere is where I am standing. I don’t even feel urge to do something about this dumb phase. Well,what can be more lame than this. 😐 Wait, if you are suggesting me to take a break, i don’t see it coming any soon.

P.S. : To all my besties who can read between the lines, you people exactly know where I am, in dire need of a meet up…

see you soon…


It is just a few miles that I am away from you, my mind wonders for your where-bouts each passing moment. I know there is nothing to worry about and you are in the safest possible hands when I am not around, perhaps that doesn’t stop me from thinking about you.

Though you cannot speak yet, when I hear about some signs that you show as the evening approaches to show that you are missing me, it runs chill down my spine 😦 . I constantly fear for your reaction when you would be of age to understand that I had to leave home for long 10 hours right from the time when you could hardly recognize any one around but me.I hope you would understand how difficult it was/is/will be for my fickle heart to stay away from you.

Mumma will see you soon my little chiu chiu…!

Daily prompt – Buddy


Buddy – http://wp.me/p23sd-12bP
Yet another favourite prompt to write about.
Buddy – I cannot think of my life without them. I have most of them in buddy + relationships. What I mean by “buddy + relationships” is they are buddy to me along with being brother,sister,husband, husband’s bestest buddies, teammates etc.
I don’t have a so called huge circle of friends per say. Fingers of hands are more if I am to count them literally who fall under the Best category. So they are just a few but mean really a lot to me. I remember the talks say five years back we had about how our lives would be fine years down the lane and we actually are there now having then talked about phases of life. Thing to be glad about is we still manage to keep in touch, we still promise answer to the calls made. Sure that no one can promise presence in the need of hour, what all we can and we do offer is patient heart that listens, words that help heal/encourage if cannot provide solutions to the problem right off the bat.
I can say we all are growing up. We no more have those stupid fights of who gave the call last time and who’s turn it is now. We don’t get upset about the unanswered calls/texts. We don’t feel the distance when we actually are miles apart and take almost months when we find time to catch up with each other. When we get/find time to talk is the time when nothing else matters and we talk just like we did ages back as if nothing has moved/changed, we are still those good old souls craving for time together.
Post won’t be complete without some special mentions, so here are they..
1) V – you are missed truly madly deeply. I don’t see atleast more 5 years to come ahead will allow us the time we need. Keep in touch whatever way that is possible. I still need you no matter I am blessed with best friend as a life partner. I know you see what I mean. Take care and I really Miss you 😦
2) M – we are here in same city but meeting is a distant dream cause of personal lives taking on everything that is even more personal. I need to meet you too till we feel, yes we really had a time. I am sorry that in spite of the fact that I know you need the us time, I am not able to make it 😐 I know you have got really big heart that can pardon me. Oh yes and forgetting your birthday, how even I did that. A big sorry and a compensatory treat on me for this one. No you cannot keep that anguished feeling with me, I already mentioned we are grown up you see πŸ˜‰ :p I will have to make sure that you read it..!
P – I respect your views all the way. Need time with you as well. Thanks for your efforts to keep in touch all the ways possible. You deserve a separate post, I am lining it up. I see more than 50% a friend in you than a brother.
G – How much a still crave for a friend in you Mr Husband. Let me admit, it makes things easy for me to accept when you turn on this mode while explaining various aspects of problems at hand. I know we have come really far but still this is one of the best times we have spent each other when we knew each other as friends. I would never ever let loose us this relation we share. I still want you to be my bestest friend.
S – well there are many of you who start with S, and you all are special to me. Unfortunately you all are far way from me, I miss you, long for your presence and talk. To all S, please read it as a reminder that you have a friend who still wants you to be there.
Last but not least, to all whom I didn’t mention here, you all are dear to me and you all’s contribution to my life is valued..!
Yaroon dosti badihi haseen hai..
Ye na ho to kya fir bolo ye jindagi hai…

completing two months of madness…!


60 days of being married to you :), nothing less than a roller coaster ride. Exploring you as a life partner is a different experience altogether though you are the same you at core heart.
Β Β Β Β Β  Keeping with you in not that easy dude πŸ˜‰ no I mean seriously :p :p ( I can imagine his face with eyebrows raised whilst reading this line :D). OK the reason I am saying this now is that I have started living with you 24×7( no we still go to office, don’t take it literally). And here goes the list as to why I said it isn’t easy.Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β 
It is just 15 minutes before you reveal the secret that you want to leave after 15 minutes. Your wify isn’t super women darling, how she is supposed to manage your panic attacks as you get late???

Rimless glasses for week days and full rims for weekends, cannot we have rimless on weekends for a change ? Shouldn’t matter right? πŸ˜‰

If I miss to answer your call doesn’t necessarily mean I am in trouble. I mean may be I am not near phone, or there are people around and yours truly is stuck with some discussion. Phone may be is placed in bag and I am driving,possible, right? This takes you to the pick of being panic. There cannot be absolutely anything wrong with yours truly as long as you are there, believe me.

Follow ups – I am improving on my food habits as much as I can. Bare with me for that while and slow down follow ups a little, please?

Clothes in your part of wardrobe wander as much as you do, will ya please find a little time help me arrange them? Its 2 months already and I am still clueless of what all you like in it and what you don’t, what is old and what is new. 😦 We really need to find time for this.

And yes last but not the list, try and teas yours truly a little less πŸ˜‰ πŸ™‚

Well I’ll crib about zillion things in years to come as I’ll know you more as a husband, beyond this your love and support are the only eternal things, rest all flies by.
P.S. : It is just the new style of writing that I wanted try, no complaints at all for you honey.
Its me,
Yours truly

life… Is changed for now and for ever…!


Yes it has changed for now and for ever….! For good or bad, better or worse , change is inevitable. I have my share of hiccups for this biggest so far change and the husband is only hope,support, love and every possible thing. He is the only thing that has not changed. It takes me while to recognize that people are talking about “Him”, addressing him as my “Husband” as for me nothing has changed in him. I wonder and even envy him for the ease that he has to accept and live with it all. Or should say things are not changed for him to the extent they are changed, changing and will continue to be so for me? Well I am not sure if it is so. I feel kind of lost these days, cannot find “The Me time or The him time”. Looking forward to settle down quickly…!

Daily Prompt: I Walk the Line


Have you got a code you live by? What are the principles or set of values you actively apply in your life?

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Yes, yours truly walks the line. I have my very own concepts of rights and wrongs, and I abide those set of lines no matter what..!To list a few, this is what I follow..

1) Promises are to keep.

2)Be good to others, but don’t waste time proving it.

3)Commitments are meant to met, be it be personal/professional life.

4)If you think you can show me bad for no reason, I wont mind showing the worst for the same reason..! (yeah I mean it when I say it)

5)Stand for the right things no matter what..

6)Once decided, its engraved.

7)Being punctual is mandate.

Well these are a few those popped up whilst I was reading the daily prompt. I need to compile detailed list and my be post it here sometime later.. πŸ™‚

note to self….!


High time to have a motivation pill… Just listing that all down..

# Accept or Change..
# You can close your eyes to what you don’t want to see, but you cannot close your heart to things you don’t want to feel..
# It is indeed not the oceans fault if you approach it with a tea spoon..
# What doesn’t kill you makes you strong..
# Live the time till it lasts..
# Conflict builds character, crisis defines it…
# As long as you are breathing, it is never too late to start again..

and when Mr G asks are we planning for e-zone inside home ;)


Okay the scene is we plan to visit the e-zone of some shopping mall looking for a new cell phone model(Though yours truly knew it before hand that it wont be available for sure πŸ˜‰ , that was just a trick to make Mr G stay so that we can meet). Without a seconds delay yours truly drags Mr G to e-zone area. Made him move across all the possible corners where phones were placed. As expected we didn’t find what we were looking for. This troll just took 30 minutes. 30 minute + me@ e-zone?? Do you people think that is possible?? You guessed it right, πŸ˜‰ definitely that wasn’t possible. So now we planned to move to laptops section just like that. By the time we were to reach there, Mr G didn’t know about the long list his truly has already planned to buy from there.

First thing that brought my attention was 10” net book. This was the cuties piece i have ever seen. So yeah as you people got it right already that made the top entry on the demand list now. I wish to own Mac some day soon, and Mr G is aware about it. So for a moment if we are to believe all these my fantasies come true, number of laptops that I would be owing will be 3. You see what expressions he must have had at that moment? πŸ˜‰ Well I could just see a grin on his face to see his truly going crazy. πŸ˜‰

It was a camera section now, we have a good point and shoot and a decent dslr from here on demand list. No questions on it, we want it no matter what. πŸ˜‰

Next to come was a tablet’s section. Beloved i-pad mini shining right there in the corner. So now we were there to play around it. Obviously it is the second thing on demand list. When I asked for the purpose, answer was I want something so mobile with decent battery life so that I can play around it when I travel to hometown. So? now no two ways on its purchase, yours truly is gonna get it.. yay πŸ˜› πŸ˜‰ Β When it came to watching movie on it, Mr G argued that, its too small for him to for movie purpose. Pat came the answer from his truly, “No worries, we will buy i-pad Air for you.”

And there he gave with a question for his/yours truly – “Honey are we planning for e-zone inside home?? ” πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

I love this kid innocent questions of him like anything. πŸ™‚ I love him all the ways. ❀

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