Not getting your demands fulfilled/answered when asked for is one kind of disappointment and ignoring your little one’s demands to refrain her from getting habitual to fulfillment is way more than disappointment…! sigh
Well your mumma almost missed it and is late as always. It was on 29th and that is more than couple of days back. They say better late than never, so here I am.
Wish you a very happy first birthday sweetheart. Love to the moon and back and blessings from all of us. May you be blessed with best of everything you would ever cherish for.
We made sure to keep the celebration as simple as possible as we didn’t wanted to see you cry, feel annoyed and give up on everything. You are too small for all this and we promise the one absolutely the way you want when you yourself can tell us about how you want it to be. We know somewhere that we disappointed many people around doing this, but it was all for you and so we wanted it to be suitable for you and nothing else was even of concern.
Capturing your milestones on the occasion of the D day here :
You can almost walk without any support. I wish I could protect you from the contaminated air and just have a pure thing for you to breath and save you from all those viral things,sigh. It brought you down and made you weak to the core. Hoping for your seepdy recovery.
Oh yes how can we forget about your teething, 1 is clearly out and others have started peeping out. Cannot wait to see you as our cute little bunny with two upper ones out :). I know it is way too painful for you but this is how we all have it, so hang on you are almost there.
You can speak now, yeah the clear words. Most important you gladly call me “Aai” with that cute smile and you know it is a thing to die for. You have no idea how much I have been waiting for this to happen since you started blabbering.
You have started recognising a few animals and fondly try to imitate there voices. I am trying my best to capture and preserve it all.
You are getting addicted to rhymes played on the phone, and I don’t have a clear solution as to how can I make you forget this as I am not around you 24X7. This and such similar things gives me and your papa worries to an extent that we end thinking of quitting the work as solution to put an end to all this mess 😦
Last but not the least you are improving on sleep hours in the night and I can have a sleep for 4 hours straight uninterrupted. This is quite an achievement for both of us , ain’t it 😉
I don’t know for what reason but I am not able to bring this post to an inline end, putting an end with these lines:
Wish you a very happy 9th one cutie pie.
Last three months have been of extra-miler activities that lead you to be a hyper active being.We know you have never been a sane one, but I wont be exaggerating it if I say you are no less than a little monster ;).. The moment you open your eyes(yeah 5.30 AM/6 AM – now you people see why yours truly is cruel enough to call the cute little angle a
MONSTER..!)you are all charged up to do every possible mundane thing on the earth.
Now that you can crawl, stand with support on your own but still cannot step forward,walker has been none less than blessing for you as I can see how your eyes sparkle with joy the moment we put you in and then you are all set to conquer the world, aint it? 😉 Kitchen trolley being your most favorite time pass, you swiftly mange to pull all reachable things with your 2 feet height. Bedroom side tables are no exception to it and oh yeah morning chores were never this challenging for me , not even on the first day when I entered this house.
With you learning a new thing each day, you are making it even more for me step out leaving you behind. 😦
Wishing you a very happy one,tones more to merrier ones to follow.
P.S : I need to get a cake for you.. Signing off 🙂
So I started already missing on her milestones. She is six months today :). She has started turning around and learning to sit. Oh yes and thing of utter importance, she has started living 5 hours a day without me. 🙂 😦 . Yep you guys guessed it right, I have joined back and the emotional drain has been in process for 29 days now. We both are able to survive through it till now.
I am trying to put down all that happened so far, so that you and I both can read it as you grow up and mesmerize in the memories 🙂
You can very well turn around now, so the risky business of letting you alone on the bed is gaining a fast pace. You did the first lesson of getting off the bed on the floor, giving a small heart attach to almost every one in the house. We are gearing up for being on toes and many such adventures :D. Giving you bath is turning to be the challenge as you refuse to be calm for even just a second. You are in hurry to do all the mundane things right then when your granny is giving you massage. We just wonder what is wrong for face cleaning thing with you, what makes you cry that louder every single day and how do you guess that we are going to have soap over your face no matter how many times we try and change the order of the things we do while bathing.
We have started making you taste the food we eat, aww how much you enjoy having food with all of us. That joy in your eyes is priceless and face that you make when you taste a new thing is so much fun to watch.
You wake up in just another minute I move away from you, be it be morning, or afternoon. How do you manage to guess that things have move around from you even I make sure you are fast a sleep before I step away. Sixth sense, is it something that is so developed for you already sweetheart? My attempt of keeping a pillow or a soft toy around you when I move away is a failure, you know it’s not me for sure.
You have started toothing, yeah I see it is painful for you. You are in constant effort to take a bite of anything and everything that you can. We welcome stomach infection with your this progress.
You have already started aligning people around in a sequence whom you want to stay with. If it is me around , you don’t want anyone else to hold you. Your dad is the second person in the home and your grandmother – she is the last and the only resort for you then. We all giggle to see you growing smart.
You blabber some letters as you play, “dada” ,”tyatya” are a few we can make some sense out of. It was no easy to record that audio as you managed to be silent every time you saw me holding the phone. But I am your mumma sweetheart :P, I managed to record it the other day and I would make sure to keep it safe for you to listen to it later. 🙂
Oh yes last but not the least thing, you can very well sense a camera in front now. Is it nature that is pushing in the sense of technology this early in you as we are part of fast faced tech world?
By the way – life is what happens to you when you are busy planning other things. Out of the thin air it starts formulating and universe conspires in your favor if you are keen to go for it. Well this is it for now.. Watch this space for more 😉 🙂
“Sun rahi hoon sudhbudh kho ke
Koi main kahani
Puri kahani hai kya kisi hai pata
Main to kisiki ho ke yeh bhi na jaani
Ruth hai yeh do pal ki ya rahegi sada
Kise hai pata
kise hai pata…………..”
A ton grateful to you Neeli for passing them all to me – Liebster Award, I love you blog Awards, ABC Award, The Loyal Reader Award, The Best Moments Award…. It means a lot to me and as you said, even I can count them on fingers as to how many of them I have received till date. My blog’s wall is going to shine now with the ones that you passed on to me. 🙂
Here is my answer paper for the question paper that you set… 😉
1. Why do you blog?
Well for many reasons and for no reason. Sometimes I do it just like that, for absolutely no reason. At times it is to pen down the emotion that be it be joy,pain,sulk. I feel better once I pen it down, so I blog 🙂
2. If you get a chance to meet any of your fellow blogger, would you like to meet him/her and why?
Yes,as now that I already know the person to an extent, I would like to meet and know more about him/her.
3. Do you know cooking? If yes, what is signature dish? If No, would you like to learn?
Yes I cook every single day but I do it as I have to 😦 . I am not very fond of doing it and so it isn’t my forte.
4. How do you manage your anger?
I pen it down these days.. 🙂 Otherwise I prefer to keep mum and simply dont let out even a single word.
5. Any suggestion for Me and my blog
Keep blogging.. 🙂
6. Which post of mine did you like and why?
Well there are many but still if you are to ask me to choose the one : Me, Window and Thoughts would be the one. I could relate very closely to this one, so I like it the most.
7. What would you like me to cover in my blog?
Ahh no specific suggestions as such.
8. Would you like to plan for a blogger get together?
Would surely like to 🙂
9. Have you ever faced failure and have converted as your success? Share some incident with us.
This is the most difficult one to answer. I reserve the answer to it for now
10. Do you believe in God? If No, Why?
Yes I do believe in god with utter faith. That is from where I get strength to stand 🙂
Take a look at it as and when you find time Neeli 🙂
It is been ages that I am having time to feel the breeze and admire it. Sitting alone by bedside window and gazing randomly at the sky. Does it have any thing to share or talk to me? Not sure about it but can feel kinda connect with it. Probably we both are alone today and so we have time for each other. As it is just while before that it had rained, sky is empty. Neither those tiny winy starts nor the moon is there. So the sky has got void today and so I am. We are travelling in the same boat.
Till the time it was sea, that could touch my core and hook me off the world around.Today it is sky that is doing it. It is amazing and serene the way it is. It cannot be put in words exactly, it cannot be captured in pictures, it cannot be recorded for its sound but just can be felt and lived. Mind is the only device that can capture and store it, and theses facts about it makes it mesmerizing.
What is that message that sky is trying to convey? Is that it complaining that I often just talk about its height and never bother to look at it? or is it just asking for that while of company to fill up the void? or is it reminding me to never give upon those dreams of reaching its height?May be it is all this and something even more. I promise myself again with reminder of the sky of never giving upon the “Immpossibel Dreams”….
“Oonche gagan mein udne ka sapna
hatheli se baadal ko chhoone ke armaan
mujhko mitana hai in faaslon ko
mujhe pankh de do
mujhe pankh de do….”.