Its all about thats on my mind…….


pieces of my life


So here we are at the end of the first week of the new year…! Time is passing by with blink of eye and here I am by stander witnessing it pass by as if it is someone else’s time and life. 😦 

Get up in the morning, hastly finish and leave for the office. Do mundane things and wait for clock to tick 6PM. Leave for home,do the same stuff without change of a thin line and repeat -call it LIFE, Period…!

No matter how hard i am trying to push myself for the baby steps of starting 15 mins early in the morning, big failure it is…!I wonder when did I get this lazy, wasn’t it the same me for whom getting up at any odd hour of the clock was no deal? With this thing in, exercising is turnig to be a distant dream. I really need to loose couple of pounds atleast if not more.

 I downloaded Kindle so that I can get over the feeling of not finding time to buy/read books, book with not even 200 pages is laying in there for month now and I have no wish to complete it. Wasn’t it the same me for whom a night was enough to finish some 100 pages of the book?Where did I loose this will, for what I mean? What did I find worth loosing this so fondly inculcated hobby?Sigh..!

 Same goes with newly subscribed online tech courses, I purchased them so that I can learn on the move, but no i don’t even remember the last time I opened Udyme.This is yet another thing I am just wondering for.Yeah, you got it right, with no action to bring in the change.

Forget new learning and doing things, I tried cleaning up phones playlist so that I can listen what I like and cheer up for a while atleast, hell no, I am not liking a single track on my own playlist. Help ya people, tell me where should I go?

Bottom line :  nothing is turning up yours truly, yeah nowhere is where I am standing. I don’t even feel urge to do something about this dumb phase. Well,what can be more lame than this. 😐 Wait, if you are suggesting me to take a break, i don’t see it coming any soon.

P.S. : To all my besties who can read between the lines, you people exactly know where I am, in dire need of a meet up…


to the 9th one…!

Wish you a very happy 9th one cutie pie.

Last three months have been of extra-miler activities that lead you to be a hyper active being.We know you have never been a sane one, but I wont be exaggerating it if I say you are no less than a little monster ;).. The moment you open your eyes(yeah 5.30 AM/6 AM – now you people see why yours truly is cruel enough to call the cute little angle a MONSTER..!)you are all charged up to do every possible mundane thing on the earth.

Now that you can crawl, stand with support on your own but still cannot step forward,walker has been none less than blessing for you as I can see how your eyes sparkle with joy the moment we put you in and then you are all set to conquer the world, aint it? 😉 Kitchen trolley being your most favorite time pass, you swiftly mange to pull all reachable things with your 2 feet height. Bedroom side tables are no exception to it and oh yeah morning chores were never this challenging for me , not even on the first day when I entered this house.

With you learning a new thing each day, you are making it even more for me step out leaving you behind. 😦

Wishing you a very happy one,tones more to merrier ones to follow.

P.S : I need to get  a cake for you.. Signing off 🙂

see you soon…

It is just a few miles that I am away from you, my mind wonders for your where-bouts each passing moment. I know there is nothing to worry about and you are in the safest possible hands when I am not around, perhaps that doesn’t stop me from thinking about you.

Though you cannot speak yet, when I hear about some signs that you show as the evening approaches to show that you are missing me, it runs chill down my spine 😦 . I constantly fear for your reaction when you would be of age to understand that I had to leave home for long 10 hours right from the time when you could hardly recognize any one around but me.I hope you would understand how difficult it was/is/will be for my fickle heart to stay away from you.

Mumma will see you soon my little chiu chiu…!

fast forward to the sixth month…!

So I started already missing on her milestones. She is six months today :). She has started turning around and learning to sit. Oh yes and thing of utter importance, she has started living 5 hours a day without me. 🙂 😦 . Yep you guys guessed it right, I have joined back and the emotional drain has been in process for 29 days now. We both are able to survive through it till now.

I am trying to put down all that happened so far, so that you and I both can read it as you grow up and mesmerize in the memories 🙂

You can very well turn around now, so the risky business of letting you alone on the bed is gaining  a fast pace. You did the first lesson of getting off the bed on the floor, giving a small heart attach to almost every one in the house. We are gearing up for being on toes and many such adventures :D. Giving you bath is turning to be the challenge as you refuse to be calm for even just a second. You are in hurry to do all the mundane things right then when your granny is giving you massage. We just wonder what is wrong for face cleaning thing with you, what makes you cry that louder every single day and how do you guess that we are going to have soap over your face no matter how many times we try and change the order of the things we do while bathing.

We have started making you taste the food we eat, aww how much you enjoy having food with all of us. That joy in your eyes is priceless and face that you make when you taste a new thing is so much fun to watch.

You wake up in just another minute I move away from you, be it be morning, or afternoon. How do you manage to guess that things have move around from you even I make sure you are fast a sleep before I step away. Sixth sense, is it something that is so developed for you already sweetheart? My attempt of keeping a pillow or a soft toy around you when I move away is a failure, you know it’s not me for sure.

You have started toothing, yeah I see it is painful for you. You are in constant effort to take a bite of anything and everything that you can. We welcome stomach infection with your this progress.

You have already started aligning people around in a sequence whom you want to stay with. If it is me around , you don’t want anyone else to hold you. Your dad is the second person in the home and your grandmother – she is the last and the only resort for you then. We all giggle to see you growing smart.

You blabber some letters as you play, “dada” ,”tyatya” are a few we can make some sense out of. It was no easy to record that audio as you managed to be silent every time you saw me holding the phone. But I am your mumma sweetheart :P, I managed to record it the other day and I would make sure to keep it safe for you to listen to it later. 🙂

Oh yes last but not the least thing, you can very well sense a camera in front now. Is it nature that is pushing in the sense of technology this early in you as we are part of fast faced tech world?


Daily Prompt: I Walk the Line

Have you got a code you live by? What are the principles or set of values you actively apply in your life?


Yes, yours truly walks the line. I have my very own concepts of rights and wrongs, and I abide those set of lines no matter what..!To list a few, this is what I follow..

1) Promises are to keep.

2)Be good to others, but don’t waste time proving it.

3)Commitments are meant to met, be it be personal/professional life.

4)If you think you can show me bad for no reason, I wont mind showing the worst for the same reason..! (yeah I mean it when I say it)

5)Stand for the right things no matter what..

6)Once decided, its engraved.

7)Being punctual is mandate.

Well these are a few those popped up whilst I was reading the daily prompt. I need to compile detailed list and my be post it here sometime later.. 🙂

Daily Prompt: Mirror, Mirror

Daily Prompt: Mirror, Mirror

Look in the mirror. Does the person you see match the person you feel like on the inside? How much stock do you put in appearances?

How I wish the mirror that actually reflects the reality of a person exists.

I have seen some people actually that good heart trying hard to have a tough or rude attitude to be precise – i.e. picture out what they are not really. Well but there are really few who can be counted under this category.

Most of make it to the tag – “Show good more than what you are, or what you are  not at all…”

I wonder how easily people manage to make it to this type. What is that they must be getting out of it? I have been seeing people who are so used to to be like this that one simply cannot reach to core of that person. And as part of daily life when you suffer just because you cannot guess mind game that is being cooked up, we really wish to have mirror that reflects true selves of the selfish world around.

take the world and paint it red… :)

What it is when you feel that stubborn clock is taking  really long to turn from 6 p.m to 6.30 p.m?  And then normal traffic annoys you for no reason as you know there is nothing new with it… Finally reaching the destination and those long(well not really long) awaited glance exchanges.. Those tickling butterflies in the stomach… Unstoppable smiles for no reason… And when you feel you should talk something you fall short of words and what all you do is Smile.. 🙂

And now that I literary cannot talk this all to that person face to face, WordPress is at my rescue. I want to put that all down. That out of the world feeling of being really really special. Have you wonderful readers experienced being that special ever? Have you been renamed as “Princes” for another time in your life after your Dad did it for the first time? Have the number of phone calls monitoring you – like did you start for office? did you reach? have you had breakfast?lunch?coffee?dinner?did you reach home? doubled for you?I mean exactly the double in number? Has any one ever written a poem for you? or someone wrote those sometime back and now tells you that ,”YOU” perfectly fit in those words? Sounds wonderful,ain’t it? Well to literally live this is Heavenly feeling.

Yes this all is happening around the life of yours truly 🙂 …. I never knew that someone can change my life to this extent. Things fall in place in their own time. I mark it again. This could have happened say long three years back but no, this was the right time made for all that to fall in place. Yesterday a school friend, today becoming the prince charming. Ahhh I don’t know how much I should thank god for this. I smile at my past cribbing and complains about destiny today for that I yelled of being lonely and feeling the void. Change is what I have all around. Remember?? I often talked about the time freezing moment that I was awaiting for? Here it is finally…..!


Looking forward to the Big day that we will make to the life time…. Will keep you wonderful readers posted of the updates..

Till then – Painting it red with him… 🙂 🙂 🙂

Its me,

yours truly….


by the way…!

By the way – life is what happens to you when you are busy planning other things. Out of the thin air it starts formulating and  universe conspires in your favor if you are keen to go for it. Well this is it for now.. Watch this space for more 😉 🙂

“Sun rahi hoon sudhbudh kho ke
Koi main kahani
Puri kahani hai kya kisi hai pata
Main to kisiki ho ke yeh bhi na jaani
Ruth hai yeh do pal ki ya rahegi sada
Kise hai pata
kise hai pata…………..”

uncertanity – the part and parcel

This pace is damn continuous. One cannot simply block the other side and concentrate the one that seems comparatively more important. They say “Life is what happens to you when you are busy planning other things” and probably this the #fact. You are so busy planning the carrier and lining up the ladders to be climbed to reach the heights of dream as a part of profession and it the question rings out loud,what about the other part of the coin? the personal life? And no, you cannot aline these things one after the other as certain things wont make sense if we are to do them when we think we have time for them.

Definitely we dont want to stop being someone’s friend just because we are not finding time to be so. I know how it feels when someone you so want to talk to answers saying he/she cannot give you time right then you need it and now I realize it hurts even more to say so. How I wish to have 48 hours a day and then possibly I could satisfy my self and everyone around.

Same story continuous to be with being a daughter. Probably you people have guessed it already. Yeah wedding bells are ringing around. It is not that my parents don’t understand my passion for my profession and my those beloved dreams. But then as I said they too have got point, I cannot keep personal life’s progressions on hold while excelling with professional life. I can see them equally excited when I talk about my visa dreams and for the all new search they are planning to start off for me. I am not sure what is really going to come first. And somehow if you people are to ask me what I wish to come first, I am so very confused 😦 . Both the things so uncertain that I don’t see point in keeping any one of them on hold for the other. Interesting phase of life, aint it?

Well will keep you people updated of the progress. May be I am leaving the post open-ended for yet another time, but this all what I have to put down for now.


Sapno Se Bhare Naina
To Neend Hai Na Chaina

Aise Dagar Koi Agar Jo Apnaye
Har Raah Ke Woh Anat Pe
Rasta Hi Paaye

Dhoop Ka Rasta Jo Pair Jalaye
Mod To Aaye Chaau Na Aaye
Raahi Jo Chalta Hai Chalta Hi Jaaye
Koi Nahi Hai Jo Kahin Use Samjhaye

Sapno Se Bhare Naina
To Neend Hai Na Chaina….

Its me,

yours truly…



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