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by the way…!


By the way – life is what happens to you when you are busy planning other things. Out of the thin air it starts formulating and¬† universe conspires in your favor if you are keen to go for it. Well this is it for now.. Watch this space for more ūüėČ ūüôā

“Sun rahi hoon sudhbudh kho ke
Koi main kahani
Puri kahani hai kya kisi hai pata
Main to kisiki ho ke yeh bhi na jaani
Ruth hai yeh do pal ki ya rahegi sada
Kise hai pata
kise hai pata…………..”

name it what you want…


For the yet another time I am not sure what it is. Why is this uneasy feeling,why this gloom around. I am not sure what mind state it is and why it is here in the first place. Positive words have stopped working for me somehow. Nothing seems in place. I am not able to concentrate on any single thing,finding everything to be just an over head.

I have striven hard to get to work on thing and technology I love, but some how from last couple of days no matter how interesting the work is, I just don’t feeling like doing it. Deadlines are approaching fast, peice of work that I am assigned to is critical, my mind know it all and still it refuses to take it upon. I mean what do we call it? I really cannot afford this state of my mind.And did I mention this state is not limited to the work only.

To add some colors to the monotonous life,just to have some breathing space, feel the joy of creativity, keep up the learning attitude,I have joined guitar classes. Borrowed the guitar from a friend so that I can keep practicing beyond the class hours. I was loving it to the core. Yes sadly I should say “I was”(figures crossed, I wish to write it as “I am loving it” really soon) and its same story here. I simply don’t feel like touching those strings. There is such a long plan already made as to list of songs to be learned,buying my very own guitar and playing some complete track unplugged, and let you wonderful reader hear it and look for your feed back. Where is the urge gone? I want it back,I really want it back.

Same story continues with reading. Its been time that used to peep at the pass by book stalls to pick up the one or two just in the time traffic single goes green. This was the desperation to read irrespective of the hectic schedule. And now I am just planning to buy a new book to read since last 15 days. Yes,just “PLANS”. It was never been the case that I didn’t know what is the next book to read,but now I really don’t know,if I am to pick up, what should it be. I feel envy to see my roomy lost over a book. Where is that “ME”. I am just so missing my own self.

It was me who was scolded every now and then because of the plugged ear phones, and yes you people got it right, I don’t even feel like listening songs too. My beloved iPod, who was the companion of night till I fall a sleep remain in the bag pocket.

Where I am heading with this all. Ahhh I don’t know what I ¬†need. No don’t suggest me to take a break I already had it. Had really good time with all my cousin ¬†brothers and sisters. Probably I just need some time with myself.I need the ME time so that I can re-organize myself and priorities things on mind. Is it that I am trying to think and do so many things at a time that is causing this chaos? I need to figure this out. Till then,if there is something that you people can suggest,please do. Suggestions are kindheartedly looked forward to.

Hope to you meet you people on a positive note next time we meet. Till then,

Its me,

Yours truly

Rooh ka banjara re parinda
Chhad gaya dil ka re gharonda
Chhad gaya dil ka re gharonda todke
Re gharonda todke, gaya chhodke

(Its the free spirit (in me) that is soaring, flying out like a bird, escaping from my heart, which (once) used to be its abode…..breaking the shackles that held it within….(as we talk), the spirit is away on a wing and a prayer, having bolted from its own (constraining) home.)
Je naina karun band band
Beh jaye boond boond
Tadpaye re, kyun sunaye geet malhar de

(Every time  I close my eyes, the river (of tears) begins to drizzle (down)…..Anguish and misery are my (constant) company, even as the song (and sounds) of rain(s) have started their slow dance.)

sip of it – the motivation


“You expected to be sad in the fall.

Part of you died each year when the leaves fell from the trees and their branches were bare against the wind and the cold winter y night.

But you know there would always be the spring, as you knew the river would flow again after it was frozen…” Ernest ¬†Hemingway

que sera sera…..


Don’t have anything special to write about. Just felt like scribbling something. Long break from the routine is something I was looking for and I am having it. Its yet another day I’ll be back to pavilion with many things to think about really seriously (Mom is source for food for thoughts this time…) Though many of these things make me hold my breath at times, this time it is like “Que Sera Sera….” I am no more worried, nor sure out of what I am ready take upon whatever time and life has to offer…

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